Amirul Rasyid

Have u ever felt so alone and everything doesn't make any sense? well,,that is how i feel right now..i feel like im facing everything by myself..I must admit that my life as a teen is filled more with sad part compared to the fun part..sometime i feel like frustration and pain bond together and made me..i dunno whether im getting better or just used to the pain..hav u ever felt alone? well,it is sucks to be alone even when there are people around u..sometimes in life,people hurt u but some of u will just smile to them..why? i know..because behind my smile are things that u will never understands..so its best to shut up and smile..because it is useless to explain..you will never understands..for me,words hurt more than anything else,because it lasts and sometimes forever..so guys and girls,,after this please watch out ur mouth will ya? if my school has at least a therapy class and the teacher ask "hey,what do u want to do?"..i wud say "i just wanna get lost from my life,sit on the side and watch the world go by.." i've learned years to build up trust..to hav faith..confident..but it only takes a second to destroy all this stuff..how about my love life? well,,It's hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last..some don’t even start..